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Well, I've been fighting with myself for a long  time whether or not I should do this, but finally after recent events that have happened in my life I've decided to go for it. I opened up a website where my services are completely free to the public, all it takes is an email sent to me to get a free tarot card reading, or a dream interpretation.  So,....here's the website ^.^ http://lunesta.webs.com/

Is it possible to Hate someone yet love them at the same  time?  I had assured myself that i despised him, that i wanted nothing to do with him and that i would never look at him that way ever again.  Yet the moment i saw him i felt my knees grow weak and my heart began pounding wildly in my chest.  So what is this?  To love someone who you hate?  To make sense at all? I hate him for making me this way

Honestly, all I want is for him to be happy.  Even though I know his happiness is without me, it's all I want for him.  Most people are selfish when the love someone and all they want is for them and that person to be together, but i refuse to be selfish.  His happiness means more to me than my own, I'm sick of seeing people suffer. My heart aches but I'm human and like everyone else time will eventually heal it.  I don't believe that there is someone who can take away every glimpse of hope of you healing from you; in my opinion it's not possible.  Sure some people don't completely heal and they're left with scars, but what major cut is left